since last weekend, i’ve had a question in my brain (ok maybe a few questions) for which i haven’t been able to find answers.  yes, it’s a bit frustrating and so far the friends i’ve asked have been of little help.  in no particular order:

1. what is it about this girl that i find so intriguing?
2. should i really be spinning my wheels this much?  (probably not)
3. should i solicit the help of mutual friends and what might be the consequences if i do?
4. how immature would it be of me to do so?
5. should i just let it go?

ok, so i’m a bit odd.  i freely admit that.  when normal people were learning how to deal with these types of issues, i was busy dealing with a whole list of my own personal issues and demons, so i’m maybe just a bit behind the learning curve.  not much i can do about it now, but be who i am and who i am is asking these potentially silly questions….

of course, i have no preoccupation about the job interview i have on monday, no preoccupation with a potential change in career.  i’m not even a bit nervous about interviewing for a job for which i have no previous experience.  a new job and career aren’t the things that are spinning in my brain at nearly every free moment.  how strange is that?  honestly, you can tell me.  i can take it.

oh well, tomorrow is yet another day.  it’ll be a good day and now it’s almost bed time….