i hate my job
i should workout more
quiting smoking
a girl i’ve never met
i spend too much money
i can’t wait to go home
what book i’m going to read next
random phone calls from a girl
which cds i should put in my car
a picture i should have had a month ago

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let me send this question out into the digital universe to be answered by anyone who feels they have an answer; what is it about me that is so likeable?

i asked my esteemed roommate this question and he answered with a slew of adjectives that were too numerous to keep track of. actually, it was quite flattering, but at the end of the conversation, i was left with the same question.

now, its not really that i don’t believe him, or think he’s lying to me, or think he’s wrong. i simply don’t see what he sees. i just don’t get it.

i sometimes wonder how different my world would be, how different my life would be if i saw what others seem to see. i don’t know what it will take for me to see what they see. i don’t know what it will take for me to believe in myself.

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