since last weekend, i’ve had a question in my brain (ok maybe a few questions) for which i haven’t been able to find answers. yes, it’s a bit frustrating and so far the friends i’ve asked have been of little help. in no particular order:
1. what is it about this girl that i find so intriguing?
2. should i really be spinning my wheels this much? (probably not)
3. should i solicit the help of mutual friends and what might be the consequences if i do?
4. how immature would it be of me to do so?
5. should i just let it go?
ok, so i’m a bit odd. i freely admit that. when normal people were learning how to deal with these types of issues, i was busy dealing with a whole list of my own personal issues and demons, so i’m maybe just a bit behind the learning curve. not much i can do about it now, but be who i am and who i am is asking these potentially silly questions….
of course, i have no preoccupation about the job interview i have on monday, no preoccupation with a potential change in career. i’m not even a bit nervous about interviewing for a job for which i have no previous experience. a new job and career aren’t the things that are spinning in my brain at nearly every free moment. how strange is that? honestly, you can tell me. i can take it.
oh well, tomorrow is yet another day. it’ll be a good day and now it’s almost bed time….