i’ve got enough in my head to fill a couple of posts, but i’m going to attempt to put it all together in this one post in a way that is coherent and fluid. then i’m going to bed.

now, having said that, i’m not sure where to begin. certain revelations have come to me in the wake of week old events. they are neither hopeful nor surprising. these revelations, however, are confusing and have caused me to develop a new theory. what these revelations also do is shed light on an aspect of my psyche that i hadn’t previously contemplated. and so, following the order of the title, let’s begin….