i haven’t been sleeping well the last few nights.  now, normally i don’t sleep well, so in itself, this is nothing noteworthy.  what makes it noteworthy is that it’s been worse than normal and, what’s more, i’ve been remembering more of my dreams.  that’s very unusual.

i don’t know what is causing me to experience and remember dreams more frequently the last several days, but i’m not sure i like it.  the dreams i’ve been having aren’t particularly distressing, but they are strange and the are vivid.  so much so that they’re waking me at night.

i went to bed earlier last night than i normally do, hoping to catch up a bit, but no such luck.  i’m just as tired today as i was yesterday.  maybe we’ll trying going to bed even earlier tonight.  i don’t know what the hell my problem is….

on top of the insomnia that i should be used to by now….

there are other things on my mind that are clouding my ability to write coherently.  those same things may be affecting my sleep as well.  damn it….