i have days when i feel like i’m on the edge of the break through. today is one of these days. i feel like there’s something on the tip of my brain that my conciousness can’t quite reach. i can’t think of anything more frustrating and distracting than the feeling that my life is on the verge of something big, only to never get there. and when i say it’s difficult to focus on anything and that it’s difficult to get anything done, i’m not over stating the issue.

sitting here now, writing these words is even hard because i can’t quite describe this feeling. i can’t quite get my head around it. it’s a persistant feeling i can’t quite shake off. during these days, i constantly struggle to find the solution, the thought that continuously escapes me.

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